ho....li.....day....

it's the final semester for second semester... holiday for a month.... best2...
but, cuti ni byk yg xkna.. sometimes its better to be alone right? i kept remind about a phrase from my old 'friend' ~ its better to be alone than with u. clearer head but a bit lonely~~... that's the word he said to me for a long time ago.. just now, i heard a song. old2 song but its related with what had happen around me right now. i've made a person to be like the guy in the song. i felt so sorry about it. it's my false and i admit it. at that time i'm still in culture shock where i got a freedom when far away from family. i think its enjoy but i didn't think about him. mostly bout his feeling... but, its about old story. right now, i want to move to another side. it's mean that, just want to change a little bit and be matured than second semester. just an advised from a friend of mine, i need to focus in my study because its not ur self in enjoy. you are not like this before, u are the person that i know study hard, not a lazy person. yes...i admit that right now i'm always lazy in doing works. why?? i got the answer in my heart. i need to focus back. just change back to my self. i hope it so much that i can be adnin syaza again. not adnin or syaza.